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Sunday, 08 July 2007
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ANXIETY
well, im becoming overwhelmed with anxiety. it seems that i'm never at peace, and i constantly, perpetually, and at all times worry about next semester. I have been worrying about the upcoming semester for the past two years, and most of what I have an am doing was all for the moments that will take place next semester. Unfortunately, it is possible that all of these acts were performed in vain. The only one thing I want in this world is to work for Deloitte. It is incredibly hard to want something so bad, and to have the one thing that keeps you from your dreams looming in the distance less than 75 days away. 75 days, that's 1800 hours, 108000 minutes....approximately.
I don't think I've ever in my entire life had to worry this much. This much worry could kill someone. It didn't help that today I bought Case In Point: The Case Interview Prep Guide, only to scare myself silly about what I have to face.
I know that it will be fine. I try to remember that whatever is meant to be will be & nothing that is ever meant to happen will ever pass you by. However, I'm not concerned about what is meant to happen, I just want what I want to happen to happen. So, with that, I must
think. commit. do.
Tuesday, 03 October 2006
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SINGAPORE
SOOO....
currently..im studying abroad in SINGAPORE. thusforth its been pretty darn amazing. got to make a lot of friends, see a lot of sites, take much easier classes..and just be in a completely different place with completely different people. I've learned a lot about America and being American while I'm here too...i've come to appreciate a lot of things so much more. I'm in teh middle of midterms..which of course prompts me to write a xanga to procrastinate! im also in the middle of planning my trip to India with a friend I met here from India. NOW..that's going to be amazing. It's only going to be for about 5 days, but its still going to be soooooo freaking amazing. kinda nice to be away from school..but i miss everyone like crazy!
lately...ive been thinking about the future...and how im going to buy a MacBook Pro...hahaha..which is completely irrelevant to the point im trying to make..but recently ive been thinking about my career and schooling and everything. have my plan all figured out, but it depends heavily on what i do this summer. but i can't believe this time next year i'll be preparing for the most grueling interviews ever. and im really hoping i get an internship..so i can work for Deloitte when I graduate and be completely content with my life..and buy a MacBook Pro!
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How To Save A Life
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Friday, 21 April 2006
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GOOD NEWS...GOOD NEWS
...i have a summer internship with a consulting firm!
...im going to the Deloitte National Leadership Conference!
...im going to Singapore next sem!
...i THINK im going to NY this summer to visit AYANA!
life is great.
ROSHUNDA
Friday, 17 March 2006
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spring break
wow..so spring break was pretty good. the first break i didn't have to sit at home & bore myself to sleep. it's actually been pretty damn great! i got to see my summer friends..i miss them so much. as much as i miss them...leaving them is very hard. if all goes well this fri though i wont be coming back for summer...which is saddening..but a good sign for the future! hahaha..well..we shall see!
ROSHUNDA
Friday, 23 December 2005
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wow....i dont think ive ever regretted something so much in my life. i had so much..and all of it gone...all of it..my fault. its hard to believe my words could weigh so much. i would do anything to take it back..anything. i would do anything for another chance. just one more chance. but i didn't come back for another chance...id love one..but i know its quite out of the question...that has been made blatantly clear. im sorry. im so very sorry. more sorry than ive ever been before.i need a miracle. a miracle for someone to forgive. a miracle.
i don't know if I believe in miracles.
ROSHUNDA
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- Name: roshumpati
- Country: United States
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- Birthday: 6/14/1987
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 5/5/2003
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